Gabe, Leo, Big guy, Married,I love short chubby girls. I can play Guitar, and Piano. I am an artist/Photographer. I listen to all sorts of music.
Lately I have had a lot of things on my mind so I am sorry for all the Despressing shit on my Blog.
This is how I have been feeling for weeks now. I believe this is the deepest of my depression, or sadness I have been in a while. I literally don’t see a reason to live sometimes but I look at all the beautiful things in this world for staying alive.
I then realize that for some reason I just don’t care, like i have to make myself care and that feals even more fake, but I do somewhere deep down. So I wish I knew how to break out of this stagnant part of my life an stop wasting my time being so damned depressed.
It’s my new camera, a vintage Leica copy the Zorki-4k. Waiting on it to come in the mail. Sad because it will be a while, It’s coming from the Ukraine. I need to save up for a couple lens, I might just get the 50mm.
I love old cameras, Now My Minolta Srt-101 wont be so lonely XD